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Eff You e f f y o uEff You by ~Atsu-Trying
I found myself in a new world
Where most of it is you
The things you only ask for
But my mind makes me do
The thought makes me crazy
That you have seen all of me
A person of self-loathing
Makes your praise my plea
My life is now your knowledge
Everything regrettably revealed
I should have kept it private
Safe, guarded, sealed
I feel so unearthed
By everything we said
You gave yourself to another
And still me you fed
I need to be replanted
Most importantly by a spring
And by myself I will flourish
Without your hollow sting
I Promised i p r o m i s e dI Promised by ~Atsu-Trying
I am lying on my bed with so many thoughts.
Things I should have not done.
Things I want to do now.
And through this I cannot tell my best friend because you were with her her.
I know who you are with now, and it kills me.
Not because I still love you, because I do not, but because you “started” her when we were something.
You chose her.
This is not all that is wrong.
I feel panicked and I do not know why.
Through the accident I accomplished something I told myself I would not do on purpose. I know what can make me feel better and I can clearly see in my mind where what I would
Sta.sh
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